Will Power

Now I know what to do, I have a plan, now it is about will power... It is about resisting the temptation to go close my self up in my dark bedroom alone in peace and sleep. And it is about having faith that it will work out well, that going down to spend time with my kids will be enjoyable, and not degenerate into a frustrating experience. I think that is my fear.

My son is alone in the front room, that I think I can handle... Instead I am going to sit in the front room and spend time with him. Maybe the trick is to spend time with the kids one on one so I am not over stimulated.

Muffin Mama