What went wrong today

• It was cold 71, all I want to do is crawl in bed when it is cold.
• I had a dream about miscarrying.
• I forgot about the primary activity today and did not take my kids to it.
• Brother Gray asked me to feed the missionaries, I did not say no because I felt I should say yes.
• I could not work, my work computer would not power on.
• I will not be able to work tomorrow because I will be waiting for my computer still.
• We have no money, I am stressed about paying all the bills.
• windows antivirus did not work.
• nod32 antivirus did not work.
• I lost the photos on the kidi art studio of Khali's family and they were my favorites.
• I slept in.
• I did not know where to start for the home project.
• I started a master plan for the moving, instead of just starting in, and the master plan stressed me out.
• I put in allot of work, and deleted allot of photos, and only cleared up a little bit of computer space.
• I was stressed because I lost my work computer so I downloaded carbonite on my home pc.
• carbonite is only a 15 day trial and we can not afford to buy it in 15 days, I thought it was at least a 30 day trial.
• The first back up takes a long time at carbonite.
• The phone lines at the new home have a buz that will get in the way of me working.
• I do not want to call Brother Gray back and cancel the missionary dinner. But we don't have enough money for a nice dinner for the missionaries.
• I wonder if there was aluminum in the pizza at the party last night....
• DUH!! there was aluminum in the cup cakes. that is the real problem!

What did I do today that worked

• I deleted allot of photos from the computer to clear up space.
• I downloaded carbonite.

What was today like

• I layed in bed allot.
• I did not want to be arround my kids.
• I normally love cleaning my new home and wake up right away because I have so much I want to get done.
• Instead today I dreaded cleaning.
• I tried to plan today instead of working, which stressed me out more.
• I got nothing done...
• I normally get quite a bit done.
• I was cold.
• I could not stand any noises the kids made more then chatter.
• and even the chatter was only tolerable when I was in a different room.
• I did not get anything done, this is the most frustrating.
• I was in a bad mood all day.
• I was impatient with the kids.

All of this because I forgot and ate a cupcake at my nieces birthday party last night.